Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Fresh Gas


           All I knew is that I wanted to get the lawn mowed before I left town to move my daughter into her collage apartment.  I was leaving in two weeks, and I would be gone for two weeks, since we were driving to Savannah, Georgia.  The weeds were already knee high, and it had to be done!

            I pulled out my trusty little crimson push lawn mower, checked the oil, put in the gas, and put on my foggy goggles, mint green pollen mask, and mustard yellow leather gloves.  I wheeled the lawn mower into that level sweet spot in the driveway, where I knew I had the best chance of starting the motor.  I pushed the primer button three times, gripped the safety bar to the handle, and yanked hard on the pull string.  Nothing.  I pushed the primer button three more times, grabbed close the safety bar, and quickly drew out the pull string.  Nothing.  I repeated the whole process again, thinking surely by now I was flooding the engine with gas.  And still, nothing.

            I called Home Depot, where I bought the lawn mower.  I was relieved that the mower was still under warranty, since I only purchased it eight months ago.  Unfortunately, they would have to ship my lawn mower away to find out what was wrong with it.  I called a repair shop who wanted to charge me at least $80 just to look at it.  They said the first thing they would do is empty the gas, and put in fresh gas.  Then they would check the fuel line to see if it was clogged.  I was thinking that surely the gas in my garage was fine.  I just used my lawn mower a month ago, with that same gas.

            I decided in this day and age, I could fix the lawn mower faster and cheaper myself by watching you tube videos!  I watched you tube videos for hours, making a plan of action.  I read sections of the user’s manual online, familiarizing myself with all the parts to my lawn mower.

            I drove to Home Depot to buy a new spark plug and a suction kit to drain the gas.  It took me a long time, but I finally found the correct tool in my garage to remove the old spark plug.  I installed the new spark plug, but I didn’t want to add gas until I finished checking the other things that could be wrong with it.  I was convinced that I needed to take off the fuel line, to clean it out.  I tried everything to pull it off, but I was unsuccessful.  I became more and more frustrated as each day passed, and as the weeds grew taller.

            My husband, who was swamped with work, even said that I could buy a new lawn mower if I couldn’t get this one to work.  I wasn’t ready to give up.  I thought there was one last thing I could do, but it would require me to get inside the gas pump to clean out some tiny holes with a little wire, like I saw in the promising you tube videos.

            It was dark outside at the end of the day when I went out to the garage.  After lifting the lawn mower onto some blocks of wood, I realized that I would have to literally turn the mower upside down to unscrew the motor from the base.  That is where I drew the line.  I had worked on my mower for four days, and I was getting nowhere!

            On the fifth day I decided to drive to the gas station to buy new gas.  I thought I would try one last time to engage my lawn mower before I bought a new one.  I was scared that the mower would just blow up since I tinkered with it for so long, not really knowing what I was doing.  I set up the fire extinguisher nearby, just in case.

            I pressed the primer button three times, squeezed the safety bar shut, and pulled the draw string with all my might.  I was shocked when the engine roared to life!  All it needed was fresh gas!  I was praising God!  What makes gas go bad anyway?  I didn’t care, my lawn mower was working!  Halleluia!

            Immediately, I was struck with the thought that the Holy Spirit is like fresh gas.  Just like my lawn mower needed fresh gas to run properly, I need God’s Holy Spirit to live my life the way God intended me to live it.  “…you will receive power when the holy Spirit comes upon you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, throughout Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”  Acts 1:8

Encouraging Words for Men’s ACTS Retreat Nov. 1-4, 2018


10/31/18   3:51 a.m.

“Oh, My Children!  I am your Lord, and your God, and your King!  You are My Beloved Sons!  I created you.  I formed you.  I raised you up to be a mighty army in My Holy Name.”

“I have watched over you with tender love and care.  I have been intimately involved with every detail of your life.  I know you better than you know yourself.”

“I hold your heart in My Hands.  I wish to unite your heart with My Sacred Heart.  I want you to know this incredible love that I have for you.  I want to share Myself deeply with you.  I want to walk hand in hand with you in the bottom of your soul.”

“I want to fill you with My Light to disperse the darkness.  I want to bring you My Joy and My Peace.  I want to strike at the root of your soul and plant My Love.”

“I want to so fill you with My Holy Spirit, that you will be on fire with My Holy Love.”

“This is why I came, to set a fire of love upon this Earth.  I came to rescue you from yourself, to save you from your sins.”

“Your heart could be as black as charcoal, but I can make it as white as snow.  The Blood and Water that gushes forth from My Sacred Heart washes over you, cleansing and purifying your heart, soul, mind, and body.”

“Look upon Me, raised up on a Cross.  Believe in Me.  I have taken the first step closer to you.  Open your heart to Me, My Son.  Let Me be a Father to you.  Let Me be a Brother to you.  Let Me be the Holy Spirit within you!”

“I love you, My Child, I love you!  I bless you, My Child, I bless you!  Halleluia, Halleluia, Amen!”